For The past week I've been in hospital with the most horrendous pain in my upper stomach. I went in to a +e on Tuesday I had the most vile, hideous pain. The hospital was so busy they had to give me Oramorph in the corridor. It took 45 mins for it to work and it tastes vile. My inflammation markers were so high doctors knew something was going on but not nesscarily what was going on. Of course I had to declare my bipolar. Which led one ignorant prescriber to issue me with a sedative throughout the day. Can't have the bipolar going manic now can we? I assured the nurses who looked concerned every time I refused it that bipolar doesn't work like this. I'm gutted that even in my middle age doctors think it ok to sedate mental health patients all day.
A blog documenting a journey into self-employment, writing my first book, plus my general life, including home educating a 15-year-old, living with a disabled cat and my own mental illness. I have a strong passion for homesteading, knitting, spiced chai and everything in between! I am a confirmed Christian and also a Friend of Julian of Norwich. I have a love of Christian Mysticism and Negative Theology. I come from a neo pagan background.