Cold is full force. Psychosis injection due.

The cold we all have is absolutely dire. It consists of a head cold that leaves you feeling every tooth in your head throb. Sudafed is king here. Today I had my depot so I had to go to a medical centre to have it. I cannot miss this injection it keeps the psychosis at bay. It works really well for me despite the side effects. I still have not heard about Latuda from the doctors and its been over a week now.

We are all flued up so we have decided to cancel the wreath making workshop I was looking forward too. I'm giving away my two tickets to my church family community for 2 people to get in for free. I wouldn't want the tickets to go to waste. There is no way me, Paul and Barry are up to foraging for berries and pine cones for making a wreath. Besides I have no idea where my secateurs are.

I stopped off for a spiced chai at the coffee shop on the way back from my depot. I needed a hot drink to carry me home. Strange how I only felt really unwell when I actually got back home. My costochondritis is really playing up too. I am doing gentle exercise but its not going away. I may have to go back for steroid injections.

My cat Noah is also playing up. She has disabilities but that aside she is just being a shit. She scratches at the kitchen door for it to be opened, only to then scratch at the same door to come back into the room. She is doing it for attention as she only goes in the kitchen for a few seconds before she wants to come back. She is not hungry or thirsty and she doesn't want to go out or use her litter. She just wants to recruit Barry as an unpaid doorman to chauffeur her in and out of the kitchen, because that's what love does, love obeys a cats every need.

Had a mixture of honey, thyme, wild ivy, Echinacea, garlic and Sudafed max. Lets hope I can sleep. Last night my restless legs kicked in. It feels like Dettol in your veins that builds and builds and builds to a crescendo and then results in a muscle cramp. Its impossible to sleep through it. I take Pramipexol for it but it is not very good. Im worried because they say Latuda can cause restlessness. Its particularly debilitating when I am so tired then when it hits I cannot sleep. I bought two leg massage sleeves to put over my arms and legs to try and massage the pain away. It works to a degree. I don't know why they also call it restless legs as it affects arms just as much and when it hits I know no matter what I do I wont sleep for hours. It is literally torture.

Here is hoping with all my conditions that I get some sleep tonight.

Night all.

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